Punong Puno Ng Pagmamahal Ang Puso Ko

Saya, pagmamahal at pag asa — ayan ang laman ng puso ko.. Nang dahil sa kanya, ang dating madilim kong mundo ay sa wakas nakakita ng liwanag.. Simula ng mahalin ko sya, natuto akong mangarap muli para sa aking sarili at para sa aming dalawa na akala ko noon ay hindi ko na magagawa pa.. Natututo akong tumayo sa sarili kong paa dahil sa mga pagpapaalala nya, tinuturuan nya akong mabuhay sa simpleng paraan.. Ang daming bagay na natututunan ko kapag kasama ko sya.. Sa mga simpleng ginagawa nya para sa akin, katumbas nito’y ang nag-uumapaw na kaligayahang nararamdaman ng puso ko..

Wala kahit ano mang maaring tumumbas sa lalim at tindi ng mga napagsamahan namin.. Alam kong napakaraming maaring dumating na mga pagsubok, gaya nga ng sabi nya ay sana’y mapagdaanan namin iyon ng parang wala lang, na may matututunan kami sa bawat pagsubok na dumaraan.. Ang susi lang naman kasi sa para masolusyunan ang isang problema ay ang makinig sa isa’t isa at sa tiwalang ang nararamdaman mo sa puso mo ang kailangan mong sundin para lumigaya ka.. Minsan kasi puro utak ang ginagamit natin, oo nga’t di ka naging malungkot nung ginamit mo ang utak mo pero ang matinding tanong doon ay naging masaya ka ba?

Marami ngang nagsasabi na puro nalang daw ako pagmamahal, di ko naman na kailangang ipaliwanag sa kanila kung bakit, ang alam ko masaya ako dito sa sinasabi nilang puro pagmamahal nalang.. Hindi ba nila kayang maging masaya nalang para sa akin dahil nagyon ko lang naramdaman ito? wala naman kasing masama doon basta’t wala akong napapabayaan at masaya ako’t natuto din akong magbalanse ng oras at prayoridad ko sa buhay.. Ang alam ko isa sya sa napakalaking parte na bumubuo sa akin, kaya’t punong puno ang puso ko ng pagmamamhal para sa kanya..

Lagi akong nagpapasalamat sa Panginoon sa pagbibigay nya ng isang taong magbibigay saya at magmamahal sa akin.. Mabait pa din ang Diyos sa akin, binigay nya kung ano ang kailangan ko.. Isang taong magmumulat sa akin kung gano kasarap mabuhay at magmahal.. Sa pamamagitan ng kanyang tawa, lagi akong nabubuhayan sapagkat kahit matindi ang problema nya, hindi mo ito mahahalata sa kanya.. Napakapositibo nya sa pagharap sa buhay.. Ayan ang gusto ko ding matutunan.. Alam kong hindi perpekto ang love story namin pero masasabi ko namang isa ito sa maipagmamalaki ko balang araw na maari kong ibahagi sa mga taong nais magmahal..

Our Potipot Island Getaway

Only a few people know the Potipot Island (as of the time of this writing). It's a great place for soothing and getting some quite moment together with special someone. Imagine this: you can swim, play with star fishes and little crabs, walk around the island in less than an hour; you only hear the tweeting of the birds, the splashing of the sea water to the shore, the blowing' of the wind and the great laughter and stories! A small paradise, isn't it?

Since only a few people go there, the water is so clean that you can actually see the corals and the fishes swimming! Entrance fee to the island is only 50 pesos (yes, you're reading it right, 50 pesos!)

The Island is so small that there are no inns or hotels, restaurants and facilities in the island (There is a small restroom though). I learned though that you can put up your tent and spend the evening there. But if you want to have the comforts of a bed and/or resort, you can stay on the mainland of Dawal, (where we stayed) which is only a 5 minute boat ride from the island.

Potipot is one great place to stopover should you need to escape the busy Manila.

 Here are some of our photos:

with him.. :)

starfishy.. so lovely!

on boat to potipot Island

same..

The island

The water is so clear.

10 Things I like About Him

1. Sensible, malawak ang pag iisip --- we can talk everything under the sun, ang dami nyang alam...

2. Hanep sa Sense of Humor --- He is my clown and I'm his audience, he never fails to make me laugh
--- Grabe bumanat ng mga humor moves nya.. ahaha, natatawa 
lang ako pag naaalala ko... 

3. Mahilig sa Music (kaboses ni Champ, hehe) --- aba dapat lang!!!

4. Computer Savvy ---- syempre IT sya eh...

5. Neat Tignan --- what I like about him most, ngayon ko lang napansin.. he looks so neat and 
gwapo even if he's just wearing shorts, t-shirts and tsinelas... diba nice yun??!!

6. He Is Trying To Get In Sa Mga Trip Ko --- gumimik at kumain sa labas ng madalas, sumayaw!!! 
I remember one time napasayaw ko sya kase alam nyang
magagalit ako kapag di sya sumayaw sa bar.. ayun...

7. He Understands Me --- sa maraming bagay except sa kadaldalan at kalakasan ng boses ko.. 

8. Good Listener --- He listens sa mga stories ko, sa konting problema, He's always there kapag down
ako, he cheers me up kapag malungkot ako, he gives me piece of advice sa lahat
ng pinagdadaanan ko...

9. Simple Pero Astig --- wala ako masabi, basta kakaiba talaga sya.. First time ko nakakilala ng taong 
wala ka ng hahanapin pa.. parang all in one package sya eh...

10. He Loves His Mother So Much --- nalaman ko based na rin sa mga kwento nya.. At ito ang pinaka
importante na mahal nya yung buong family nya especially yung
mother nya.. Naniniwala kasi ako na kung ano ang pagmamahal
at pagtratong binibigay nya sa pamilya nya at sa nanay nya, ayun
din yung klase ng pagtratong ibibigay nya sakin at sa bubuuin 
naming pamilya someday if kami nga talaga sa huli...

Open Relationship??? I Want More Than That!!!!

Most of us wants a serious relationship, like a typical romance of a couple in a very romantic film. And I am one of the fan, for short, I am hopeless romantic. The man that I like wants an “Open Relationship” set up. I know that he’s so unsure about his feelings for me, but I am the problem!!! I got a deeper feelings for him which I cannot control anymore. We never said I love you to each other because at first we really do not love each other. Tamang loko lokohan lang. But I am so damn in love with him NOW!!!! For me, open relationship is like you enjoy each others company, you acted like you are lovers but there’s no commitment at all, which I really hated most!!!  why I am the one who gets into him with this kind of feeling. I don’t know what to do… Super confused if I will tell him that I love him already and that I want our relationship to go into the deeper one. I am afraid that if I tell him, he might be scared of the commitment and he will say infront of me ” I dont love you…” I hate rejections!

Just One Night

I do not know how I feel, all I know is that I am so confused. Since the time that I had sex with a person that I just met once, yeah, we’ve just dated once and I’m starting to get confused. I have a boyfriend for 3 years, we are happy but sometimes we always come up with a problem about being too controlling, at that time our relationship was on the rocks. Back to the story,it all started when I chatted this person, I knew him way back around 6 years ago but we were not close and no one introduced me to him and we didn’t talk to each other, on the other word, we are a total stranger. I really felt a little excitement under my nerve when we started to have a communication. Since then, we started to chat and text. And then we planned to meet. I am far from him because I’m currently residing in Cavite, while he stays at Makati where he also works. But that certain Friday night, I confirmed to him that I was about to go to Taguig, where my mom lives,Sunday and we can meet up at night. So plans are all set up.

Sunday came, we met at exactly 9:05 PM. When he saw me, I know he’s not comfortable and me too, I dont know what to say! We decided to go to a bar somewhere in Malate, he was so sweet and caring so I felt a little hooked within his plan. We ended up at Bedrock. Great music, nice performances from the band, but only the first one to play, not the other one because it really sucks!!!! We were very close to each other physically at that moment, exchanging stories and I really enjoyed his company. I love listening to his wonderful stories, it really amazed me when someone tells about their hardships and success in life. I felt that he’s kinda caressing me and I started to feel a little uncomfortable.. he started to hold my hand and he said nice things about me that my hair is sexy and I really smells great!! I resisted my self on touching him because I am a bit ashamed,he might think that I really like him, well in fact I do, ahaha. I am just being honest.

He continue to get so close to me and I can’t resist myself anymore from holding him too. He started to kiss me on my hand and cheek. We are not interested in the band anymore, because we are enjoying each other so we didn’t mind the band.. Then he told me something that he wants us to go somewhere else. I knew what he means. But still I insisted him to tell me what he wants. But I already get it. He wants us to go to a place somewhere private.

We left the bar, and we ride a taxi. We end up to a place who’s famous for a short time services.  I won’t going to mention the place anymore, okay. That is my first time to be there. When we entered the room, I washed up, after that he kiss me passionately going down. I really felt an electrical energy during that time.. I know where it will end.Then we did it! And all over again. I knew that we enjoyed it both, who doesn't??? I never felt guilty. I want this man but it seems that he doesn’t like me. And maybe all he wants is SEX, the usual thing for boys. So I told myself that this will be the first and the last, Just one night, and never again!

The Mystery Man

I chatted with a guy na kilala ko way back in 2003. Eversince kasi na nakikita ko sya sa neighborhood parang kakaiba sya, at madalas ko syang napapanaginipan, weird no? pero maski ako di ko alam kung bakit. He was the guy that I always looking for kapag lumalabas ako ng bahay. I have no idea kung bakit ko sya hinahanap hanap dati. May mga times pa nga na hindi ako makatulog noon kasi lagi syang pumapasok sa isip ko. Hindi admiration or love eh, parang mas malalim pa dun. Yung huhugutin mo pa mula sa center ng heart mo para lang makita mo yung sagot pero mahirap alamin kasi hindi naman kami nag uusap before.

I always saw him in school, dun nagkakasalubong kami madalas but we never talked. Lalong naging palaisipan sakin lahat and we never had any chnace na formally makapag usap. I really want to approach him to say hi, there’s something about him na parang super mysterious talaga na gusto kong malaman and I really want to find out kung ano bang nararamdaman ko sa guy na yun kasi ang weird talaga.

Ngayon siguro fate na yung nagdala samin na magkaroon ng communication para malaman ko na yung sagot sa mga katanungan ko. Medyo matagal tagal na rin naman yun pero may mga times na naiisip ko pa rin sya di na nga alng tulad ng dati. Pagkakataon ko na ngayon na makilala sya at malaman yung mystery behind the weird things na nangyari sakin noon.

Starting A Career

Thanks to my friend who recommends me to the owner of METROPOLITAN.COM. I became the Editor-in-Chief of the website that caters Manilenian’s freshest and hottest news about Metro Manila. It’s always my passion to write everything on my mind and something that has social relevance so I think this is the best job for me where I can exercise my ability to write. I’ll make sure that I am updated with the current events here in Metro Manila and I need to prepare my Camera to shoot different things that I see in Metro Manila.This is amazing, I can’t wait to write my first article. They will going to pay me a fair price for a home-base job like this.

Ang Pag-Ibig sa Palagay Ko...

Produkto ng kawalan ng solidong konsepto ng sariling damdamin at pag-iisip, kaya naman masaya ako ngayong pagnilayan ang lahat ng akala kong nagaganap sa magulo kong puso, na sa totoo lang at kung usapang teknikal ay aking utak din naman, ay bunga lamang at parte ng  pagkakaroon ko ng malikhaing isipan. 

Ang pag-ibig sa palagay ko, bago pa maging kung ano mang kumplikadong bagay, tulad ng kung paano sa iba ito'y tila hangin na bawat singhap ay para ka mabuhay o ang isang patak ay lasong nakamamatay, ay nagsisimula muna, unang una sa pagiging isang konkreto at di matitibag na desisyon. Na maling isiping ang kondisyon ng pagka-aning gawa ng pagkahumaling sa kapwa ay isang kagilagilalas ngunit simpleng damdamin na ni ang pinakamaaalam, mahuhusay at malalakas ay hindi matatakasan. 

Ang pag-ibig ay pagyakap at pagsuko sa katotohanang ang piguratibo mong puso ay hindi na maaaring sa'yo na lamang..

Ang pag-ibig ay ang hindi paglaban sa panggagahasa sa'yo ng isanlibo't isang barkadahan ng kanyang mga kapintasan..

Ang pag-ibig ay panlilinlang sa lahat, maging pati sa sarili..

Ang pag-ibig ay pagpapakalango sa kabuuan ng 'yong mahal..

Ang pag-ibig ay pagkain ng alimangong bading o pag-inom ng aspirin, kahit pa mamaga, kumirat, mangati, di makahinga't mapraning..